♫ 흔들어 - 빅뱅 [1ST LIVE CONCERT]

School today was sort of BORING. Even though we had a movie marathon. We watched Flushed Away, Open Season and 1/2 of Night at the Museum. I admit I slept during Open Season. I snugged Ruth's tigger and just plopped my head on her jacket. xD

YOU. Stop being so fucking boy-obsessed. You think I'm your punchbag, huh? I don't stand there and let you bully me ok. I don't care if you're older. You don't give me fucking attitude. Stop denying and just admit it. I may be younger, but maybe I've experience more than you have. And maybe losing my brother isn't a big deal to you. But listen here. I will give everything I have right now to have him back next to me safe and healthy. If I could, I would take his place. Because he brings my family more joy. You think I don't know that, huh?

And YOU#2. You're a stranger now. I don't even feel like I know you. You get jealous when I'm close with other people, but can you blame me for being close to them? Where have you been all these while? When I needed comforting, you weren't there. I don't blame you. I blame your fucking school. Education's really important. People say I'm not trying to understand you. You know. I try to understand. I left you alone during your exams. After your exams, is it too much of me to want to spend more time with you? Hmm? And now you treat me like a total stranger. You know what. I don't give a fuck anymore.

This is a damn emo post. I am so fucking pissed.