♫ 사랑하는 법을 몰라서 - F.T. Island
♫ FT ISLAND - F.T. Island

I love you. Words can't express how much. I'm sorry for hurting you. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I'm always so sensitive, touchy and emotional... But you still bear with me... I have no idea what to say. T_T I wanna learn how to treat you much better. I promise things will improve after this. I ♥ you more than a lot of people. WB, nearly all my friends... I'm sorry I just never show it. I hate myself for always venting all my anger on you... Out of everyone I know, I probably trust you the most. I really should go whack my head against the wall, shouldn't I? Its no wonder I lost pineapple. Maybe I just suck at being a friend and I don't deserve to have any.

I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN THAT. D:

SYF perf today was ok... I felt sick. My muscles and everything are dead. I couldn't even run. Bloody bowling training killed my leg. I'm feeling seriously tired so I shall just stop blogging about crap now. D:

[edit] Uhm. Ok. So went out for Macs with Enci, Sufen, Jayna, Jodie and Rebecca before the SYF thing. It was sorta cool lah... The breakdance and everything. Cheerobics were INTERESTING. The girls were acting sort of bimbotic, no offence. Then we had loads of cultural dances and by that time I was already half-asleep.

Should I add that Sufen decided to wake me up by giving me wasabe pea-snack thingies? Like I went WTH and nearly spit it out. I HATE WASABE. Bear it in mind. Because if I ever go out with ANY of you and somehow I end up eating wasabe unknowingly, I will kill you. D:

I need to sort out my 654 pics of FT Island and 2221 pics of Big Bang. RAWR.

OH OH. And bowling on Thurs was fun. I mean, we didn't really do any THEORY stuff. Just bowled. Played like 4 games? I ended up killing my muscles too. Not that I really mind much, but now I can't run, walk up the stairs properly, SMS or even type without feeling the strain. Oh, and I don't even need to say I can't hold up my bowling ball? T_T

[edit#2] Damn.

Reasons why I WILL go broke this year...

- Fly to the Sky's 7th
- Lee Minwoo's 3rd
- Shin Hyesung's 2nd
- Big Bang's 4th single
- Gummy Vol. 4
- May Doni's 1st single (This is actually NOT confirmed. I've got to see how her songs turn out..)
- Taebin Vol. 2
- Taeyang's solo single (I'm not fond of him going solo so soon, I'll see how the songs turn out..)
- Super Junior Vol. 2
- Tablo's Vol 1 (OMFG HE'S HAVING A SOLO?!?!?!)
- Big Bang's 2nd
- Shinhwa's 9th

I'm mean, but I hope they push back Tablo and Big Bang's 2nd because I'm REALLY going to be broke. Worse come to worse, I'll have to sacrifice some YG. )= (Italic ones..)