Another update.
Yay me.

So, now I feel... betrayed, in a way.
How come, I was under this FUCKING WRONG IMPRESSION.
That YOU didn't like HER.
Cos, unless my memory fails me, you ALWAYS complain about her.
Then today.
You can tell me.
She's your friend.
And blah blah blah.
You're not saying I'm less important than her.
SO.
She's IMPORTANT now, eh.
Am I missing something?
No wait.
I think I KNOW what's happening.
I trusted the wrong person.
AGAIN.
I think.
From now on.
I'm gonna stick to trusting my teddy bears.
THEY can't fucking betray me.

I can't believe.
I'm trying to patch this up.
My heart fucking HURTS.
I'm always in this world of HURT.
For my friends.
And god knows what happy things they're doing now.

SO.
While I'm being sad.
I'm also TRYING to cheer people up.
I saw Acelyn yesterday.
Crying.
I felt a bit sad, like hey, so I'm depressed, but that's ME, others should be HAPPY HAPPY.
So I went up to her, said, Don't be Sad.
She gave me back my 2 bucks, haha.
Took it, then realised I forgot to take my foolscap pad thing.
Passed her again, told her not to cry, I'll tag her blog.
I still haven't done that.
Then I smsed her after school, told her to be happy.
WHY do I bother, when I'm dying from hurt.
I dunno.
I'm a people person, I guess.
I'd rather I be miserable alone, than others being sad as well.
Aha.
People who didn't know, would think I'm like, les or something.
But frankly.
I love Wonbin too much. ;D

MY PHONE.
IS STILL.
ON SILENT MUTE.
I've only smsed... Ama and RH.
Cos they're fucking important to me, yeah?
Haha.
I love you, ANDREA and WEIHAN.
Just that, Andrea complain, I only sms her when I'm sad.
So.
Next time I'm happy.
Dunno when.
Then I sms you, k?
I LOVE ALL OF YOU. :DDD

Char~
Sorry, lazy to update my ELJAY.
But I learn korean, from LEARNKOREAN.NET.
Or something.
I forgot.
♥