HAHA !
Yesterday was, damn super cool. :D
Mrs Tan, she said, our water pipe needed more 'extensive repairs' so the water would be shut off the whole day.
SO.
For "HYGIENE" purposes, we were dismissed at 8.30am!
WHEE!~
We have, like, a super cool school. :DD
(Only when the water pipe bursts ^O^*v)

I didn't go out, though.
Mummy said, no going out. D:
So, I bought macs, and went home.
Then ate, tried to do IH report, went to sleep.
Korean class.
My momma fell asleep.
HAHA. :DD
Was super bored, SMS-ing Charlene and Charice. 8D

Today, went to Bugis, National Library.
Super, super boring. :D
I had to research on, learning disabilities.
I borrowed , 12 books.
And only 4, for MY own reading. -_-;
Took very, very funny pictures of WEIHAN.
But, I promised I wouldn't post it up, on my blog.
I DIDN'T SEE LIVEJOURNAL THOUGH. :DDD
*cough*

/evil

I ripped this from CLAUDIA's blog. :D

1. Hello, who are you?
Color Your Soul - Clazziquai
( WHAT? o.O;; )

2. What do other people think of you?
Tell Me - Wonder Girls
( Well. YOU tell me. -_-; )

3. What do you want to do in life?
Eusha Eusha - Shinhwa
( Go crazy on a beach and yelling EUSHA EUSHA? *O* )

4. What do you and your friends do for fun?
PEACH:LIME//SHAKE - Hayami Kishimoto
( You know, that sounds like a drink. Some sort of FRUITIE hybrid. )

5. Where do you spend most of your time?
Because I'm Still A Guy - MC Mong
( CRASP! D: My greatest secret revealed! T_T )

6. How is your love life?
Don't Stop - Masta Wu ft. Jinu
( Awww~ It never stops? XD )

7. What is your relationship with your family like?
Walking in One Spot - Kim Jong Kook
( Haha. Intepret this yourself )

8. What do boys think of you?
Summer's Dream - SG Wannabe ft. Ock Ju Hyun
( I have no idea. -_-; )

9. What do you love to do?
Thunder - FT Island
( Create storms? I AM quite a violent person. ^O^v )

10. What should you do to help yourself?
Shocking Pink Rose - W
( Frankly, I do not fancy roses. Especially not those in shocking pink, so yeah. )

11. What is your most important priority in life?
Tattoo - Jordin Sparks
( Getting.. a tattoo? O.O; WTE. THIS IS RH'S FAULT. )

12. What song will they play at your wedding?
Only One - Shinhwa
( Rawr. At least its ONLY ONE. I'll have ONLY ONE husband, kthnx. :D )

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Baby Love - Nicole Sherzinger
( No.. comment. T_T )

14. How do you want to be remembered?
She Can't Get Enough - Big Bang
( This gives me.. horny thoughs. D: )

15. How does the world see you?
I'll Be There - DBSK
( Uhm. Always being there. Which is true. )

16. How do you deal with problems in your life?
Unstoppable Highkick - Moogadang
( HIIIIIIIIIII YAAAA! )

17. What do you really think of yourself?
I Don't Know How To Love - FT Island
( I think that? D: )

18. What is your sense of style like?
This Love - Big Bang [G-Dragon Solo]
( HAHA. Claud got THIS LOVE by BLUE. XD )

19. Do people talk a lot about you?
Words That Are Hard To Say - Lee Seung Gi
( I'm not a good topic to talk on, is what they mean :D )

20. What do guys want from you?
Romantic Cat - Cherry Filter
( WTF? XD RAWR! )

21. What's your best feature?
I Remember - Epik High
( I have no idea? o.O;; )

22. What makes you happy?
Resignation - Big Mama
( RAWR? XD )

23. What's the key to your heart?
Give My Love - Edward Chun
( I... dunno. O_O )

24. What does your physical appearance look like?
Shake It - Big Bang
( Ewww. D: )

25. How will your next school year be?
Take Me To Your Heart - Shin Hye Sung
( Whut? )

26. How will your week be?
Passion - SE7EN
( ... PASSIONATE! )

27. How about your day?
Your Man - Shinhwa
( I'll spend it with MY MAN? :D )

28. What's your deepest desire in life?
Sad Tango - Rain
( Uhm. Dancing? )

29. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?
Dirty Cash - Big Bang
( OH. GET MORE DIRTYYYY CASH! >D )

30. What's your theme song?
Cha Cha - Super Junior T
( Whut? XD )

I'm bored and random.
And my life sucks. ^O^v

I wasn't supposed to be blogging today, but who cares.

LOVEFT-I AWARDS ARE UP! *O*

MY WIFEY WON BIIIIIIG~ *clings*

And my banner was apparently the funniest. THANK YOU.. Person who made it. (I can't tell XD)

So I shall post mine, Ankie's, Luis's and the ones that amuse me. >D


WIFEYYYYYY! *O*


I love how everyone predicted this. Its a no-brainer. -3-


HAHA SARAH. Her "DON'T YOU DARE VOTE FOR ME" failed. Sarah's voice is beautifullll~


My oppa~ *loves*


HAHAHA HONGKI HAHAHAHA~ *dies*


v____v; THANK YOU. *coughs and kills Jonghun* D:


ROFLMAO. BEST BEST BEST. :'D


*O* HUBBY~


MY WIFEY... Again. :DDDD


AND AGAIN :DDDDD

ROFLMAO.
Awards crack me up so much.

ON ANOTHER NOTE...

Bowling today was HELLA fun. :D Coach said I improved. My knee hurt like shit though. Auntie Betty said my posture was off. *cough*

OKI.
Back to work. ^O^v

I shall copy RH. :'D

Things to live for;
1) RH - he is the coolest thing since BIG BIG COLOURFUL LOLLIPOPS *O*
2) My other friends from LOVEFT-I, YGBB, HPPS and SMSS - you guys make my world go round :'D
3) Family - Well, I don't think they want another kid to die -_-;
4) Music - WHAT WILL I BE WITHOUT FT ISLAND AND BIG BANG?! (And SG Wannabe and blah blah blah XD)
5) Bowling - Cos I need to imagine certain people's faces on the pins and WHEE BYEBYE!
6) Food - RAWR RAWR
7) Photoshop + books + internet + ALL THE OTHER THINGS I PROBABLY LOVE AND CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO PUT HERE

Haha.
That's it. :D

Hey you loser.
Stop being emo.
I LOVE YOU.

OH OH OH.

Ok.

I remember that I didn't post anything about my class.

HAHA.

Firstly, its so effing quiet.

YEAH.

I mean, back in 1e4, everyone would be YELLING and SCREAMING and humping tables if teachers were not in class.

But this year, its like, everyone is STUDYING, reading books.

OHMAGAAAH.

And then Sarah is like this policewoman, she goes around and shuts us up! D:

Ewww.

I mean, I can't even talk anymore.

T_T

But then I keep on making a lot of noise just to irritate Sarah.

MUAHAHA. :'D

I doubt I'll actually study MUCH even though I'm in this class.

I can try, but seriously..

Watching everyone puts me off already.

v____v;

Yeah...

Hmm...

What else...

OH OH OH.

The new layout is awesome. ^O^v

I love it, cos its FT Island, and WONBIN is the most attention-grabbing.

According to Meg. XD

But then Gab said Minhwan looks diseased.

HAHA.

I don't care. XD
As long as Wonbin is unharmed and gorgeous. :'D

I MISS MY ANKIEEE~

AND MY LUIS~

NEW LAYOUT! :'D
WHEEEE!~

Ok I shall go rest now.
HTML codes piss the hell out of me. _O_

I don't want to tag people's blogs.
Too lazy. :D

Ariel;
Hey babe~
Keep smiling and being strong, ok?
I know I may not be the best choice for a friend or whatsoever, but even if we aren't close, I'm willing to listen to your problems.
I know we're not even of the same religion, but I am moved by your devotion to God.
Whatever happens in life, you know that God is there for you.
Everything that's happening now, its all part of His plan for you.
Girl, don't get put down.
These minor obstacles will teach you to be a better, stronger person.
God loves you.
And so do I!
♥

Oki..


I WILL NOT BOTHER TO DEFEND MYSELF.
YOU CAN CONTINUE ON YOUR PITIFUL ATTEMPT TO FIND JUSTIFICATION FOR WHAT YOU DID.

Things to clear up..

1) I didn't say you're together NOW. How about last time?
2) How the heck does me being oversensitive and 'controlling' have anything to do with this?
3) What is happening is between US, don't fucking drag our friends into it
4) I did not, DID not, ask anyone to side me. If they think what you did is wrong, am I gonna correct them? Hell no.
5) I sure as fuck have no idea what's going on in your warped brains. I am not blowing this whole matter up. Its as simple as "You hid things from me. You hurt me. You're out of my life." So you can continue embarrassing yourself.

Life's been shit, no thanks to some people.
I mean, I try my very best to be nice and all that jazz.
Seriously, all fucked up shit.
-_-;

My bowling team has been awesome~
I think they're the only reason I'm smiling much nowadays.
Even though I'm not that close to them, I'm happy being around anyway. ^^;

Acelyn;
Heyhey :D
You've been working your ass off defending us.
Thanks ya~
You're an awesome captain ;D
Don't get too pissed off with those biatches.
They're just too stuck in their little narrow-minded worlds.
We know that bowling is hella cool, yeah?
LOL.
I'm still intimidated by you. -3-
But you're very nice, very sweet and pretty. ^^;
High-class bowler, yo.
Whatever that biatch says. :DD

Shuhada;
Keep your head up, yeah?
I have no idea what's been going on, but you'll have most of the team behind you.
Things may seem awkward at times.
You'll always have a friend in us.
Cos friends, they're a passing phase.
Some come and go, others stay with you.
Whatever shit is happening, I'm neutral.
So, be confident and ignore those asshats, oki?
:DDD

HAHA.
I have no idea what are the odds of them reading that. :D
But oh well~

I nearly cried in the MRT today.
Fucking pissed with some people.
T_T

To clear things up...

I LOVE YOU, CLAUDIA NG REI MIN~ ♥
And I can never be angry with you, k? ^O^;

Don't you dare get mad at her.
What right do you have?
You did wrong yourself, how long did you think you could hide it?
I would have found out sooner or later.
Yes, I'm hurt.
I'm not saying there's no chance we'll be friends again.
But in the near future, I can't.
Because I trusted you, so much.
And you turned around and stabbed me in the back.

Yeah, frankly, I don't understand how YOU can be angry.
Different YOU now.
I was nice about this whole thing.
Did I go up to you, and yell that you're a fucking jerk?
No.
Was my message full of hate?
I doubt so.
But yours?
I won't even start on how much it hurt me.
Because you know, for a fact, that I can never hate you.
I can try, but I'll never succeed.
But yeah, I'll get out of your life.

Sooooo...
School has been extremely boring. XD
But busy, and hectic.
I'm bowling twice a week now, because I'm trying to improve.
Or maybe because Sarah cheated me. D:
My bowling arm is so full of pain.
But its worth it, cos Uncle David says I'm bowling better. ^O^;
I haven't been on the comp in ages too.
Like I said, its worth it.
I think I'm doing better in school. :'D

ANDREAAAA AND WEIHAN ARE BACK FROM CAMP!
♥

/edit
WTELF.
Hey assholes.
Stop insulting bowling.
If your cca is oh-so-perfect, I won't say shit.
But please, check yourself.
I'm too tired to say anything else.
But fuck you.

Ok so~

I'm ok. I didn't really feel any hurt or fucked up shit in school today. ^O^; I even tried to patch things up with Dione, which is good, yeah? School was kinda busy, but Music was hilarious. I can't understand my Math stuff. WHO WANTS TO BE A GOOD SAMARITAN AND HELP ME? :'D

Anyway, my flu got worse. I feel like crap now. TwT I'm probably going to sleep early, after I settle some school stuff. I don't think it helps that I'm not feeling HAPPY, cos I'm sure being depressed does something to my immune system, right?

OH, not that I'm not THAT depressed now. I GOT WIFEY'S STUFF~ Thank you Ankie~ ♥ I cried cos I was so touched~ You make me so, so happy. I'm glad I got to know you. *O* I got Po's card too! OMO! WONBIN! KOMAWO~ ♥ The both of you put such a HUGE smile on my face today I forgot I was sick.

And its because of friends like these, that I don't bother about the fucktards who hurt me. :'D

Yeah, ok, better start on my work and whatnot cos I need sleep.

I'm lazy to make new layout. XD

/edit
I just read Acelyn's blog.
And I found THIS.

"smss band is like what/? FULL OF les-i-bians ah?!? sick'O.
smss BOWLING is full of LIANS, AND LIANS, AND MORE LIANS. who has prolly 10 piercings just on their heads?"

WHATTHEELF, SEC ONE.
Who the hell are YOU to judge US?
I understand that you can't help but wonder why we're all cooler than YOU.
That's cos we don't STEREOTYPE.
So what if SMSS band has lesbians, narrow-minded biatch?
Anything wrong with lesbians?
They're probably 4321564564x better than you already, because at least they don't have a brain the size of yours, which, sadly, doesn't seem to exceed the size of a pea.
If you're smart, asshole, you would shut that mouth of yours, because being a SEC ONE, you're probably quite vulnerable.
Not that I'm threatening you.
Of course I'm not.
And you don't fuck with us bowling girls, you hear?
Just cos some of us have a lot of piercings, we're all LIANS?
Wow, your brain is fucking smaller than I expected.
Sooner or later, there's no place else for that teeny brain to shrink to.
LITTLE GIRL...
Get your facts straight.
Or you may just find yourself in a very, very sad situation.

Woah~
That girl who cried was a effing SEC THREE?
I heard that seniors bullied her.
But wtelf lah.
Just cos apparently Acelyn and gang were 'pointing and laughing' at her?
Being in a girl's school, you need a thicker skin.
This isn't PRIMARY school oki, just little things, complain to teacher and get the person into trouble.
Sheesh.
-___-;

/double edit

Jina unni~
Please, please be strong.
I can't, and I don't want to lose you.
We, as your second family, we as a whole LOVEFT-I, we love you so much.
Please, unni, please hang in there.
I'm sorry I have no idea how I'm gonna help you.
I know you trust and love us a lot to want us to have a choice in what treatment you should take.
But I'm afraid, unni, I'm afraid I'm going to lose you.
I just want you to get well soon.
I want to hear you being all pervie with Luis oppa~
Get well soon, unni.
I'll keep you in all my prayers.
Saranghae. ♥

Yeah, I am finally planning a new layout for this blog. ^O^v

VICTORY TO MEEEE~ ♥ *coughSEUNGRIcough*

I just got betrayed. :'D And surprisingly, I'm NOT that upset about it anymore. Yeah, so what if these people did what they did KNOWING it would hurt me so badly if I found out? I still have a lot of people out there who love me and I know it. :D Anyone who wants to defend these two individuals, don't bother. The worst thing you can say to me is, "They didn't want to hurt you." Trust me. If they didn't want to hurt me, they would never have carried out what they did. Unless you can tell me they're madly, deeply in love, for which then I would kindly bow out of the picture. But, they're not. And it doesn't take a fucking rocket scientist to know that. It was for the fun, wasn't it?

So, lesson here, folks. You can never hide anything for long. =o= And, never try to hide something from someone who is close to you. Because then, the hurt would be twice than if you had told her earlier. And I speak from experience.

I cried my eyes out, I'm sicker than I would have been, but I'm kinda feeling better. I know you're thinking, "EWW YOU'RE SICKER AND YOU FEEL BETTER?" Yeah, cos I got all this hate out of my system, and I'm just gonna live life ignoring these two people.

To the two of you: Don't say sorry. I'm not accepting it.

To you whom I love: LOVE, and its not even past tense yet. I don't know if it'll ever be. I never lied about my love. And I just want you to know that. Maybe you feel I wasn't the best friend I was supposed to be, and I guess I can only apologise for that. This just didn't work out, did it? When all is over, you realise that you never trusted me, and maybe this just wasn't meant to be. I dunno how many things you're keeping from me, and frankly, I don't think I can take the pain anymore. I worked my ass off keeping this relationship/friendship alive, but you never saw it that way. I guess those days where I would be comforting you over your family issues, those were nothing, right? It was always YOU being the counsellor. Well then, I don't see how this would ever work out. Because you only see what YOU do, and not what I try to do for you. I would have apologised, and we would have tried again, but after I found out about HER, I don't think there's anything more to be said. I'm sorry, I love you, and just have a good life.

To you whom I trusted: I'm so fucking betrayed. I trusted you enough to introduce the both of you, to allow the both of you to get close, and this is how you repay me? If I didn't find out, I would continue living life being so fucking nice to you cos I thought that you were helping me a lot. But no. I'm just plain stupid. For trusting YOU, for trusting HIM. Now that you think back, that moment where you both got together, is it worth losing me? Maybe he doesn't care, but I know you wouldn't want to lose this friendship. Yeah, maybe it was a mistake. For you, its always boys over friends. But I'm not someone who forgives very easily. And that's all I'm going to say.

RIGHHHHHT~
Orientation camp!

Day 1;

WHEE!~ We were introduced to our classes, and I got... 1/5! They were really, really dead, though. The facils screamed their lungs out for their classes until we nearly died. XD But my class finally woke up somewhere in the middle of the whole day and they were cool. :'D The kids kept asking me if I was in drama cos I was being funny. Well I take that as a compliment. I just said no, and started promoting BOWLING. Hell yeah, kiddos, join BOWLING! ♥

Day 2;

OH LONG LONG DAY! I practically felt like dying after the Amazing Race, cos my head was throbbing like hell. But our class was awesome! Really united, and they did the stations really well too. Heh~ Extremely proud of them. ^^; Then during scavenger hunt, DHENG my head... Eww... But it was hilarious. The kids were trying to catch live ants and I was running around screaming that I hated insects. XD We got a roadblock and we had to try and get Ulindra's birthday. *cough* It was fun. We did the "I love you, you love me" Barney song. And we got it, anyway. I think I shocked Acelyn when she asked if I was a prefect and I said yes. v__v; It won't be so bad, I promise, oki? ♥

We had the Grand Finale preparation and all that too. OH IT WAS SO FUN. We were doing the skit rehearsals, and I kept falling over from laughter. My class is FULL of crack. MARK totally pwned everything. XD She's hilarious.

Grand Finale was sorta shitty for me, cos I was nursing a really bad headache. And the campfire had to be extinguished after like... 10 minutes? Cos of 'strong winds'. It was ok, cos the skits were fun to look at. I GUESS. For some, I really didn't understand what was happening, but all in all, everyone put up a great effort. ^O^;

Shower timeeeee~ Everyone was rushing and rushing and there were some REALLY noisy kids. The little kiddos kept asking me for my number and email and whatever. I only gave my msn. XD Apparently there were kids there who knew Big Bang and stuff? WHEEEE!~ I was promoting FT Island. *cough* My words were, "You must search for FT Island ok? THEY ROCK! And, you can like ANYONE, but cannot like Wonbin. OR SEUNGRI. D<" I think everyone got it. My pouch said, "I ♥ BIG BANG" and "I ♥ SEUNG RI" anyway. If they didn't get the message... D<"

I went to bed at like 1am? But I kept waking up cos it was rather uncomfortable sleeping on the stage. T_T I woke up at 5.30am with CRAZY CRAZY aches everywhere. Just changed out into uniform and went for duty.

Day 3;

WELL. We just did reflections and debriefs and everything. HELLA FUN. I shared my ST. MARGS experience with my tiny group which consisted of Gui Min (EX-HPPS!), Lynette, Joanne (I think, I can't remember XD) and Dione. They kept asking me about my love life! XD I told them about my best friend though. v___v;

Basically, all in all, it was a really great 3 days. I'm exhausted, sick, and my throat hurts from screaming but...

1/5 WON CHAMPION CLASS!

YEAHHHH~

Oki.
I'll go off to complete my homework now. ^^;

OH.
This is to my LOVEFT-I family.


Thanks for always being there for me~ I have no idea how I'd be like without all of you there to support me. Thanks enduring my crackiness and perviness. Thanks for the endless lectures, Sarah unni~ Thanks for all the fun mass convos we always have which don't make much sense. Thanks for always letting me rant and giving me advice. Thanks for being my 2nd family~ I LOVE YOU! ♥

2008 has started~

Firstly, the year hasn't started off very well.
For some reasons.
MAINLY.

1) I have fucked up friends
2) It started off with orientation, which made me really tired and I'm sick now

#1 really pisses me off. You're my FRIENDS, stop being fucked up, dammit.
#2... Doesn't really annoy me. ^o^; It was kinda fun.

I'll elaborate sometime.
I just have to say this.

I TRUSTED YOU.
And you betrayed me.
Thanks.
Now don't blame me for being the bitch that I'm going to be.