Its sad.
Nowadays, all I go for bowling for, is my seniors.
I want so badly to be a good bowler, but frankly, what IS the use?
Until we get a new teacher-in-charge, I don't think we'll be going ANYWHERE.
It makes me almost sad, seeing how hard my seniors train, how much they're putting into the team, only to get put down by HIM.
Please, gayface, PLEASE, just screw yourself.
If you have nothing good to say, DON'T SAY IT.
Stop picking on us, you should be boosting our morale, now that we're going into competition, not TROD ON US.
We can't even go to cheer for our seniors during competition.
I understand the whole 'cannot-skip-lessons' thing because you are INSANELY old-fashioned.
But WTF, we can do rotations or whatever.
What kind of school doesn't have supporters?
What kind of image are you giving the people who are watching us?
You don't have a clue about bowling, about running a bowling team, and you're acting big.
You know what?
You disgust me.

I finished reading Fruits Basket!
HAHA.
Ok, I'm so slow.
BUT I TOOK 4 DAYS!
Yeah, been QUITE busy with shit and all.

Anyways, I've been underperforming in class.
TRUE WORDS FROM LAURENE.
Haha.
I nearly failed IH test, but it was a 12, I can't say ANYTHING.
I think I'll ask Mr Ang to review it when he gets back, I can't trust Ms Lorh.
Anyways, my OVERALL CA1 grade for ENGLISH is a B3.
Seriously depressed.
I have NO idea what is up with me, OR the teacher, but...
Gotta buck up.
WANNA GO TO VJC.
HWAITING! ♥

I feel weak.
Its amazing how you can feel sad, and it'll affect you physically.
But I will feel better tomorrow.
I WILL BE POSITIVE!
I'm writing a story, I'm starting one.
I hope I actually COMPLETE this one.
AJA!

Its better for us this way.
I realised, I really want you to find your happiness.
I don't think that happiness is with me.
I'm controlling, and all that.
I doubt you even trust me sometimes.
I'd rather walk away hurt, than have you in pain.
I think its good that I found out about Valentine's.
Its not a big deal to you, but to me its another betrayal.
You can't understand it.
Because you're not me.
You haven't been through what I've been through.
All my life, I've been rejected.
I don't feel accepted in my family.
Which is why I crave acceptance by people.
Which is why I tend to trust people so easily.
Which is why I hate people hiding things from me.
Because I feel like I'm not accepted enough to KNOW things.
Because it hurts to know that I'm not trusted by someone I trust a lot.
I don't want you to apologise.
I don't want you to apologise for something that should be blamed on my insecurity.
I just want you to be happy.
I want you to smile, day and night.
I want you to stay healthy, stay safe.
And if all of this is achieved, then I'll know I did the right thing, leaving you.

OHMAGAAAAAAH!
Ok.
Now.

REASONS WHY I LOVE ANKIE...

Saranghae dear

I thank you for being a real good friend to me

If you need a shoulder, you can count on me :]

Keep up your lovely smile

WOOOOOOOOO! :D

Guess what, folks!

I have managed to..

FAIL my FIRST compo test.

That's right!

I failed my compo test!

14/30!

I am extremely proud of myself, because I stuck to my guns and wrote what I wanted to.

Its not my fault that my teacher is a fucktard. ^O^v

So, from a primary school average of 37 to a fail in secondary school, I have come far.

I AM SO PROUD.

Also, I would like to point out that I got marked down for exceeding the word limit, which I do ALL the time anyway, AND, I got marked down for WRONG format (this was what caused my fail anyway), AND, I got marked down for CORRECT things.

To further emphasize my points...

My teacher CANNOT teach.

She CANNOT mark.

She is BIASED.

AAAAAND.

I really don't like her.

Not cos she FAILED me.

But cos she OBVIOUSLY doesn't like me.

Cos she KNOWS I don't listen to her in class.

ANYWAY.

Example of biasedness..

- I raise my hand for like 3 minutes just waiting for her to answer my question. MY HAND IS HIGH UP. And she turns to other people who raised a FULL MINUTE after me. WTF.

So yes, I don't like her. :)

On a HAPPPPPIER note...

I passed Science and Lit with flying colours. One of the highest for both.

SO SEE, ENGLISH TEACHER.

Go suck air, I will do well at year-end, just watch me.

I realised a HUGE amount of self-confidence is needed this year.

GO ME! :D

ADLIN LOVES HER SUPER SEXY BABYLOVE OH WONBIN!

And for the benefit of Ankie/Carmen/Dalis/Sarah/OTHER LOVEFT-PEOPLE..

ADLIN LOVES HER SUPER SEXY BABYLOVE SEUNGRI. :D

17TH FEBRUARY;;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BESTFRIEND!

Love you to the stars and back and definitely more than that.

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OK so... I saw the Edison Chen sex scandal pictures. NOT THAT I REALLY WANTED TO. Acelyn linked it, so for some WEIRD reason (maybe cos I'm a perv, really...) I clicked it, and... YEAH. I would like to declare that he is HAIRY. I don't like HAIRY. And the pictures freaked me out anyway. I'm sure whatever love I had for Edison is like... gone now.

VALENTINE'S DAY at ST. MARGS was super sexy. I'll post the pictures up soon. I'm just being a lazy ass, as usual. ^O^v

L! :D I'm going to watch that movie today, later, with Andrea and Weihan. I CAN'T WAIT. Kenichi LOVEEEE~ *hops around*

Oh, school's been really fun. Elza and I have been crapping like crazy at the back and giggling for no reason. I think the teachers are going mad themselves. Mrs Tan scolded us TWICE already. HAHA. Mr Angteekoon WENT FOR RESERVIST blah blah. HOORAY! But then again, he's a better teacher than *ahemMSKARENahem* She was super blur on Friday, we were like raising our hands to go for duty and she thought we were voicing our opinions? RAWR.

MY LIVEJOURNAL IS UP AND RUNNING! *O*
I am delighted, yes.
There is a 35% chance this blog will be dead.
AHA. >D
But that's less than half, don't panic.

Tomorrow's bestfriend's birthday.
I HAVEN'T GOTTEN HIM ANYTHING.
Sad. :D


Aaaaand~
Thanks for all the super sexy V-day gifts, everyone.

I WILL LINK YOU SOON, JANINE.
Sheesh.
So demanding. D:

Ok, this blog is NOT dead.

I've been very busy. Even as I type this, I am doing my HE report and graphics or whatever it is that Alethea wants, because I am as clear about that as... A sotong! :D Uhhhhm. I also have some PRODOTS crap to finish up. Bloody hell cos I am the group leader, and I need to... Be... Responsible?

RAWR.

Yeah, ok, so some slutface has been pissing me off, but that's ok. Piss me off all you want. The karma will get right back at ya. :D

CNY was... Relatively boring. -_-; I know, its probably not nice to say that, but well, I can't lie. I didn't collect much, and... I didn't even really talk to my relatives? I even ended up playing PSP at my ah-gong's house, which I actually brought as a last resort. I was... Mostly ignored by people. Yeah, I'm invisible.

On a HAPPIER note, I've been playing A LOT of PSP! I'm in love with Sasuke now. SHUT UP YOU IDIOTS. :D He's hot. Hahahaha~ I don't care about when he becomes evil. I'll care when I bother to start watching. But that won't be soon, cos I haven't even started Death Note, and if you kinda figured out, I'm busy as hell. Legend of Heroes III: Song of the Ocean also rocks. ^O^v SERIOUSLY. The guys are so hot and they have that feminine look which is truly, truly sexy. Ahaha. I practically hugged the PSP when I saw Slade/Fred/Thomas in his true form. ALTOS IS HOT TOO. And the Pirate King, even if he's evil. Commander Palman is hot and emo-looking, AND HE'S ACTUALLY A PRINCE. Yeah, if you intend to play the game, I hope I spoiled everything for you! :D The Mitchell guy is pretty hot too. I figured that everyone from the other world of Tissy-whatever-land is hot. So that includes Capt. Thomas, Mitchell, Mile, blah blah blah. I need to get the other games. I bet the guys are as hot. :D

Yeah.
You better be happy with this update.
I just ignored my homework for a full 10 mins. :D

OHMAAAAGAAAAH. *O*
I just watched SWEENEY TODD.
Dheng, that show is SCAAAARY.
Haha.
No, not really.
Its GORY.
Sadly, I found it quite boring, except for the killings.
But overall...
It was OKAY.
Cos Johnny Depp singing is VERY sexy.
:DD
Loads of blood.
Which made me happy, of course. ^O^v
*sadist*
I still think they should have killed MORE.
Seriously.
The killings only started around halfway through the movie?
Hmmm...
XD
I think I just didn't care about the music much.
OH WELL, by killings, I mean the MASS murders part XD
Cos he killed someone in the beginning. :D

On another HAPPY note..
ANDREA LENT ME HER PSP FOR 2 MONTHS.
I loveeeeeee you! :DDDD