Ok, because I'm bored, more dedications!

Aminah; HAHA. You're like, my MALAY buddy! Don't be so sad about your results, k? Life's like that. Ups and downs. Anyway, you're a smart smart girl! Don't always worry about this and that. Its not worth it. Be more carefree! Haha. I know you don't like RH. He's such an ass, right? xD SMILEEE ALWAYS! ♥

Amy; I love youuuuuuuuu! And I miss you so much. School's an ass. I really, really wanna meet you someday. Let's go crazy spazzing over Big Bang and FT Island! *snugs* Forget all that shit with Janny, k? I'm always here for you. You're my sweet sweet dearie~ We can totally double-date, yes? xD You with G-D/Hongki, me with Wonbin/Maknae. OH OH OH and yes yes. Triple M! Mini Maknae Muscles. Ahaha. ;D

Claud; Hey darl~ You owe me an outing, you hear? When I'm ungrounded. I miss you like crazy! I miss those random days at HPPS too! But we'll all move on. ;D Haha. Its so cool, how we're good friends now, after all that shit in P1/P2. WELL. If you invite me to your party next year (YOU BETTER OR I'LL KICK YOU T_T), I promise I won't leave early cos stupid RH insults my sexier-than-your-team CHELSEA. xD

Hyx; HUN! I'm so sorry, I got grounded. But we'll go out sometime k? I must try to get my daddy to unground me. Oh yeah. JAEJIN needs to eat, we know. And Wonbin is NOT ugly. He's the loveliest thing since... Urhhhh... Dunno. Ok, well, L rocks~! More than Light. So believe that, understand? Thanks for always listening to me talk nonsense, and trying to make me feel guilty so that I'll apologise to RH. xD Hehe~ LOVE YA! ♥

Krystalle; Hey babe~ I miss you! School's been shit, right? I haven't been able to talk to you for AGES. I miss all that football talk. T_T Remember, during the world cup, when we'd both stay up late keeping tabs on the matches? And... CRISTIANO RONALDO! HAH! That big big baby. I hope you're doing fine... The holidays are here, for me, not you, but I hope we can catch up sometime. *snugs* ♥

Liz; RAWRRRRR~ I haven't talked to you in such a LONG time too! *clings* I missed all those weird chats, where we'll be bashing on that skank, and talking about Sungmin's fucking sexy mouth. *sniffs* Where's Kigan, too? She just disappeared. T_T Never mind. Its the holidays. I need to catch up with you, and your little kitties~ ILU! ♥♥

Mica; I love you sweetie~ You and Meg are so cute together! Haven't talked to the both of you in ages too. *loser* I need to get back to LJ! T_T Must have a revival, yeah? ;D

Meg; You too! T_T We need to talk talk talk talk. I swear I miss all of you like crazy. And I've no idea what you've all been up to! Planning another visit to England for Mica, or is she going to Holland for you? Hah. xD

Narisha; Hey hey~ I've only met you once, but I think you're really nice! Thanks for always... Trying to patch RH and I up, when we argue like shit. Its a good effort, except that we're both super stubborn, so it must have been exasperating, right? Hehe... We should go out again, sometime, when I'm not grounded. T_T WE WILL, ok? ;D

RH; You big big big big big big big loser! I hate you. ;D Yes, I'm a good liar, and you know it. ♥♥♥

Sugah; NERDDDDDD~ Go study hard, ok? I miss you like crazy, I swear. You little pineapple head. Never mind. If you neglect me during the holidays, I'll kick your balls so hard, you'll regret it IMMEDIATELY. So THERE. =O

Oh yeah.

And Adlin LOVES LOVES LOVES her...

YGBB VIPs; Amy, Jess, Jerilyn (MY SUPER VIP UNNI), Monica, Naty, Tiffy, Janny...
LOVEFT-I PRIMADONNAs; Dalis, Linh, Ankie, Sarah, Iana, Melly, Angeli, Rachel, Kelly...

There. RAWR.

I love many many people.
AND I hate many many people too.
So just pray, you don't end up on my hate list.
Cos I'm a MEAN person.

YAY!

I did a lot of RIGHT things today, the moment I woke up.

1. Delete ALL forms of Dione and Laurene on my phone, so its not contaminated
2. Switch on the computer ;D
3. Block and delete Dione and Ellice, because I never bothered to add Laurene anyway
4. Delete Dione from my Gmail contacts

I feel very good.

The thing is, I'm not being a selfish bitch. I've been through enough the whole year, to know that Laurene and I can't co-exist together. So, I'm saving her loads of trouble. And not making a choice between us, that is about as good as picking Laurene. Yes, so I'll leave her alone from now on. If I see her in school, I won't even acknowledge her, cos what's the use, anyway.

So yes, we're KAPUT. And you know, I don't regret anything. Uhuh.

Ok. Because some crazy, egoistical excuse for a human being demands this...

ADLIN LOVES WONBIN TO THE STARS AND BACK AND EVEN MORE THAN THAT. ♥

That should keep that miserable excuse happy for awhile. -_-;

I need to go to school for my IH photoshoot thing.
GAH.
-3-
I'm lazyyyyyy~
I wanna curl up and sleep.

I WANT WONBIN~ ;D
He is the ULTIMATE SMEX.

Also, may I add.

LEE HONGKI IS A LOSER.
And he should stop showing off~

BOOOOYA. ;D

I love, love, love MY AUNT MARY.
Yes, my love has been rekindled.
Only because, I've been watching Inkigayo, and I think their showcase is freaking awesome.
AND I'm listening to their album.
HAH.

I feel like, going overseas. To... Australia. To study or something. A change is good, right? I'm not sure. I don't want to leave anything here, but there's SOMEONE I wouldn't mind leaving. It feels so stupid, leaving for HER, but I'm tired, and I need a break. Friendships are so fucking irritating, I swear.

ANYWAYS, since ANDREA CHNG says I must.


Andrea; You, bad senior. Always ponning bowling! D: Next year, you better go for more training uh. Aaaand you bought the sneakers without me! That's so mean lah. =( Don't argue with WEIHAN anymore, please? I feel so sad, seeing you two arguing. BEST FRIENDS right. Oh, and don't do stupid things, or LYNETTE's leg will ACCIDENTALLY fly and kick you. Remember that uh. Also, you can have JAEJIN. WHOLE PERSON ok. I don't care. As long as I have Wonbin, hah. I LOVE YOU MANY MANY~ ♥♥♥
Weihan; YOU ALSO. Don't argue with Andrea. OR do stupid things. I'll kick you too. Haiii~ Why your knee must be so screwed?! Bowling's not gonna be the same without you. T_T At least, CF, you got Lynette to bully lah... Hmm... Next time you come my house, must be smarter. Grab Eeyore first. And DON'T HOG UP MY BED MAN~ I'm gonna put Wonbin on my bedsheets or something lah. If you whack, I kick you out. =O Also, don't always so angry with your mum, k? Whatever happens, she's still your family. And, you still have us right? I LOVE YOU TOO~ ♥♥♥
Amalina; HELLO. ;D Haha. Ok, that is so lame lah. HAI. I tell you uh. Boys are trouble. Should be like the rest of us, BOY-FREE~ At this age, don't devote yourself entirely to one guy... And if he does stupid things, heck him. Its his loss, not yours! I still think Hongki needs to do something about his hair man... Next time, come my house, and watch many many episodes of X-MAN, ok? Or Big Bang or FTI or whatever lah. TOP IS HOT! ;D ILU! ♥♥♥

EDIT;;
OMG OMG.
Can someone tell me.
WHY does PARK TAE HWAN.
Yes my sexy swimmer boy.
WHRYYYY does his hair look like a COCONUT ON HIS HEAD?!
*weeps*

Oh, and Ju Young's cyworld.
Wow.
Its very...
Christian-y.
Hah.

BAEK Ji Hoon.
HE LOCKED HIS CYWORLD.
*kicks him*
Nonsensical! D:
FIRST he dumped FCSeoul to join Suwon.
THEN.
He locks his cyworld.
Imma kick him really hard. -_-;
____________________
SO.
Haha.
I feel better.
Thanks to my lovely seniors.
And YES, RH~

Friday... It was the last day of school. GAHHH~ How did I feel... Probably, quite mixed. I'm happy to leave some people behind (seriously, DO NOT BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS ME NEXT YEAR OR I'LL CRY) but I don't want to let go of some of them.

We've been through so many shit together, united against all them idiotic teachers, and doing all sorts of stupid things. Our class was full of crap, like the PUSSIES *coughGUILTYcough*. Oh. We were even UNITED in BULLYING people. xD

But, all good things come to an end. So its time for us to move on, and hope that whatever it is, we'll still remember our time together as 1E4.

Orange; SPECIAL people.
Blue; NEUTRAL!
Green; Whadya think?

Alethea; Heyyyy D&T partner! Thanks for enduring all my crazy spazzing over my sexy WONBIN throughout the whole year! And for letting me fall asleep during D&T and failing my test. HAHA. (No, actually, I passed by 0.5%)
Anita; Hmm... Thanks for always being so kiasu, and fighting with Mr Goh for my marks, so I ended up with an A1 for science! xD
Ariel; Like you said, COME-EARLY-BUDDY! Yeah, why the heck did we bother to come early, I wonder. D: Well, I know you've been through a lot of shit with friendships and such, but whatever it is, you still have me, k? Stay strong and God bless!
Rebecca; MORTAL MORTAL MORTAL! You couldn't guess it was me. I'm a great ANGEL! ;D Good luck with the whole Prefect thing, and I hope no one will bully you about your voice~
Zola; LOL. Go pray that you won't get MS PANG as your math teacher next year. Hehe... I think I'd miss you, cos you're so full of crap you liven up the class. And, please, stop whacking me~ Hurts like SHIT.
Clare; Hi. I still don't like you. But I'll try to get over it. AT LEAST I'm including you here, so yay me.
Dione; Hmmm... I feel betrayed. Done. (And, seriously, what Jayna said about us being a cute pair, HARUMPH to that.)
Eleanor; Hey pretty voice~ I realised, that you like to talk a lot, but that's ok. I talk a lot too. Hehe. I hope your hamsters and your doggy are doing great. ^_^
Faith; SEAT PARTNER. For like, A LOOOONG time. Haha. You're the FIRST friend I made in school, besides Jinni, cos Jayna doesn't count. xP Thanks for always being there, and listening to all my shit. And also, annoying me to NO end, about me saying God's name in vain. ;D I still do that, to irritate you, yes? But seriously, thanks for sticking with me throughout the year. Hope we'll still be friends next year!
Jingying; Yo, smartass~ I hope we'll be in the same class next year! :DD I didn't really get to know you this year, except the whole Fahrenheit thing. Hah. But you're really smart, sooooo... Put it to good use, ehhh?
Ruth; OMG OMG. Orange buddy! How could you dump me? I'm seriously upset that you're leaving school. T_T You're really nice, kind and sweet. Sorry if I've ever done anything to upset you. I wish you the best in your new school, and don't forget us!
Celina; FERNANDO TORRES IS LOVE. Yay. I hope we end up in the same class next year. Cos we have good taste. xD Haha. But you're smart, so I guess you'll be in the smartest class. Like me. MUAHAHA. Ok, I have ego problems.
Hannah; Hmm... I think its great, that we can talk now. Whatever shit we've been through in HPPS, let's just put it behind us.
Kirin; HELLO MY LITTLE SISTER. ;D You're so cute~ Ok, don't whack me. I know, you've been through a lot with the whole loss thing, like me. Whatever happens in the future, I want you to know that I understand how you feel (in a way) and I'll always be there for you.
Jaishree; Hey hey~ Smartass, too, eh. I guess, probably, smart class next year too. xD
Jayna; 6 years! Wow. Its been long, yeah? We had loads of funny memories together, and I hope we'll continue being friends throughout our whole SMSS life! Work hard in whatever you do, and I know God will always be there for you. DASHER/SPIDERMAN LOVE!
Joanna; AUDITION! Haha. I stopped playing already, so LIVE WITH IT. You're so cute, and you're always smiling, so continue being HAPPY and CHEERFUL, k?
Jodie; Awwwww~ You are definitely, definitely super cute! And tiny too. Haha. I think your pillows are adorable. And you and Jayna are like STUCK at the hip, right. xD I hope we end up in the same class, which is DEFINITELY possible, cos you're 3rd in class.
Aishwarya; I think I'm one of the only few people who bothers to remember how to spell your name. But due to lack of use, I'm not even sure if I spelled it correctly. Ok, I know the class hasn't been nice to you and all that. I think its great that you're actually trying your best to make friends, unlike *AHEM*. I'm sorry that we couldn't be friends, but I think you do try your best in your dancing and such...
Priscilla; HELLOOOOO. You're weird, seriously. xD
Laurene; Uhm. I think you're irritating, and you like to act like you're the best. I mean, seriously, come on, what right do you have to insult what other people like? Not just mine, but everyone else too. Nothing is good enough for you, right? I've endured you the whole year, and now, I have to say, I'm glad to be rid of you. I'm not even BOTHERING to be nice, because that's how much I don't like you. And what is up with always disturbing Dione? NO WAIT. I take that back. I'm sure she enjoys it. You three, with Ellice, make a perfect, perfect TRIO. I'm not even sorry that I'm not trying to be friends with you. Because, seriously, first few months, I was nice, but now, BOO.
Charmaine; Yo, drama queen~ Haha. Good luck for everything~
Nafeela; WOW WOW WOW. You're probably like, one of the MOST hardworking people in our class! I think you're seriously guai. Haha.
Nicole; Ok, you're also like, VERY guai. I think its great to be able to talk to you sometimes, cos you're really mature. And I find it awesome that you have a strong faith in God. It gives you a sense of direction and everything. Its sad, though, we won't be together in Malay class, since you're a smartass, HIGHER MALAY girl. Good luck with prefectship, though!
Hana; Hey heyyyyy~ You're really quiet, but I know you have a lot of... ambitions. So, work towards them with allll your heart!
Yieyin; AHA! I know you're really quiet, but also quite... Pervertic, ehhhh? Yessss~ Tania betrayed you. LOL.
Rachelle; WASSUPPPPPP MY BRUDDER~ Haha. Seriously, don't get upset if you don't do as well as you expect. If you find that you're not living up to your expectations, then... Its time to stop humping so much and spend that time studying, k? STOP STEALING MY GUYS, and WONBIN is hot. (Oh yeah, I wouldn't mind marrying Kyle Patrick, cos he's hot. HAHA.)
Yvonne; MS SUPER-GUAI. ;D And also, Rubic-cube-obsessed person~ Very high IQ, huh? LOL. Don't care about what Mr Catfish says, because... I think you have a lot of potential in you, to be a prefect. So... Good luck!
Sarah; SHINHWA SHINHWA SHINHWA! I seriously hope we're in the same class next year mannnn~ I need someone to spazz with me! I think you're very.. balanced. You know when to have fun, and when to be serious. Unlike me, of course. AHEM. AJA AJA HWAITING!
Daphne; I don't really know you well, but I guess you're nice and everything. Haha. You look cool as a... rocker? During that CME thing we had to do. Heh.
Tania; Heyyyy~ Smart smart girl, ya? I hope that you'll succeed in whatever you work towards, k? I know you have huge ambitions, like getting into the best class. I'm sure you will!
Jen; I CAN'T BELIEVE you're like leaving us~ And you're HAPPY about it! T_T We'll miss you like crazy, so you better come back and visit us!
Sufen; Hmmm... I won't nag you. But I think, you'll do great, if you put the effort into it. Don't be so vain~ Hah. xD
Shiying; DON'T YOU OWE ME SOME PAINTING?! =O Hahaaaa~ I'm still waaaaaaiting!
Semaya; You're not as quiet as you seem, huh? Its sad, I didn't get to know you better. WHY you always pon school~ Don't like the teachers? xD
Caitlin; You're leaving too! That makes it.. 3 people?! Sigh. I think you're very drama, as well. Haha. Best of luck in Australia. I'm sure, the prefects there (ok, there WON'T be prefects) won't book you for not bringing your nametag, then spelling your name wrongly on the ugly kindergarten-looking replacement.
Ellice; Wow. You talk A LOT. Uhm. I'm sorry we won't ever work out. Because I still don't see the point, in insulting my Wonbin, to prove that Zac is hotter. If Zac is seriously as hot as you think he is, then why would you need to put down Wonbin just to prove it? Yeah. That's what I've been thinking for a long time, but I never really said anything. Frankly, I just endured all that for Dione, but now, I can't be bothered.
Sonia; Haha. I think your hamsters are like, super cute. ;D Don't emo so much, k? I think we share a lot of... similarities. In terms of people we dislike. Hehe. Take good care of Eleanor~
Enci; OMG OMG OMG OMG. =O WHAT TO SAY. You SICK PERVERT! Haha. I hope that one day, I can go over to your house, and we can bully our Sims and make them do sick stuff. AHA. Work harder, cos grades are what school's about, yeah? Play is good, but still, study is important.
Jinni; EDWARD CULLEN, yo~ FTW FTW FTW. He's just about, the HOTTEST guy ever written about in a book, yes? LOL. I think you're super, dammit, SMART. Even though you rarely study. And, you're also a sick pervert. HAHA.

EH, SENIORS+BOWLINGTEAM, DO I NEED TO WRITE FOR YOU TOO? xD

Oh yes, my phone is STILL on SILENT MUTE.

Another update.
Yay me.

So, now I feel... betrayed, in a way.
How come, I was under this FUCKING WRONG IMPRESSION.
That YOU didn't like HER.
Cos, unless my memory fails me, you ALWAYS complain about her.
Then today.
You can tell me.
She's your friend.
And blah blah blah.
You're not saying I'm less important than her.
SO.
She's IMPORTANT now, eh.
Am I missing something?
No wait.
I think I KNOW what's happening.
I trusted the wrong person.
AGAIN.
I think.
From now on.
I'm gonna stick to trusting my teddy bears.
THEY can't fucking betray me.

I can't believe.
I'm trying to patch this up.
My heart fucking HURTS.
I'm always in this world of HURT.
For my friends.
And god knows what happy things they're doing now.

SO.
While I'm being sad.
I'm also TRYING to cheer people up.
I saw Acelyn yesterday.
Crying.
I felt a bit sad, like hey, so I'm depressed, but that's ME, others should be HAPPY HAPPY.
So I went up to her, said, Don't be Sad.
She gave me back my 2 bucks, haha.
Took it, then realised I forgot to take my foolscap pad thing.
Passed her again, told her not to cry, I'll tag her blog.
I still haven't done that.
Then I smsed her after school, told her to be happy.
WHY do I bother, when I'm dying from hurt.
I dunno.
I'm a people person, I guess.
I'd rather I be miserable alone, than others being sad as well.
Aha.
People who didn't know, would think I'm like, les or something.
But frankly.
I love Wonbin too much. ;D

MY PHONE.
IS STILL.
ON SILENT MUTE.
I've only smsed... Ama and RH.
Cos they're fucking important to me, yeah?
Haha.
I love you, ANDREA and WEIHAN.
Just that, Andrea complain, I only sms her when I'm sad.
So.
Next time I'm happy.
Dunno when.
Then I sms you, k?
I LOVE ALL OF YOU. :DDD

Char~
Sorry, lazy to update my ELJAY.
But I learn korean, from LEARNKOREAN.NET.
Or something.
I forgot.
♥

Ok, so people have been pestering me to update.
I will.
Sorry, cos I've been depressed lately.
So I won't bother to paragraph anything properly.

We got back our report books.
I did well, I guess.
2nd in class.
Haha.
4 A1s.
3 A2s.
1 B3.
Yay.
I told my mummy, I want an mp3.
She said, ok.
But if I want an ex one, I'll probably have to pay like half of it.
Not that bad, cos I saved up already.
For the full thing.
If she pays half.
I think I can get my twin sneakers with ANDREA. ♥

UHM.
Mr Catfish said I slack a lot nowadays.
I just sit in his class and stone.
Well, whatever, catfish.
I don't give a damn.
I still got an A1 in your subject, yeah?
And he said.
I mix with bad company.
Well.
Obviously.
Being in his class.
HE'S bad company.

Lately, I've been feeling depressed.
I dunno why.
Maybe cos I'm grounded?
But yeah.
I just feel... sad.
I have no appetite.
And I lost weight.
Not a lot, because when I get a bit happy, I'll gorge myself.
SIGH.

Then now.
I lost a friend.
How do I feel?
Fucking sad.
But you know.
I think I did the right thing.
Trying to teach her something.
But she didn't learn.
Am I stupid?
I guess.

I'm a world of hurt now.
I'm trying to think of happy things.
But I can't.
I'll start thinking of.. fucked up things.
Not that I want to.
I'm trying to be positive.
For the people around me who love me.
But I can't.

No one really noticed I'm depressed.
Except, of course, HIM.
Cos he's practically my other half.
I'm that good an actress, huh?

YOU.
How the fuck do you think I feel.
Having to ignore you.
Walking past you everytime and fighting that urge to say HEY.
Feeling like crying cos I know I'm hurting you.
But doing it anyway, hoping you'll LEARN something from this.
How do you think I feel.
In class.
Whenever I try to say something.
And she comes along and interrupts.
How do you think I feel.
Whenever you group up with her.
All the time.
Till I don't bother to ask to group with you anymore.
Cos I hate her.
And I don't wanna be with her.
How do you think I feel.
When you're my partner.
And she just comes along.
And suddenly we've switched partners.
How do you think I feel.
Whenever the both of you start talking about something I have no idea about.
Making me realise.
We don't have much in common.
I don't watch the shows you watch.
And I don't read the books you read.
So maybe, you're better off with her.
How the fuck do you think I feel.
Having to endure all this for the whole year.
Then finally breaking down.
And realising I can't do this anymore.
And while doing that.
Losing you.
How do you think I feel.
Always feeling like I'm 2nd, and she's 1st.
You don't realise all this.
Cos I never say anything.
I don't want to complicate things.
Cos I knew things would turn out this way.
Did I say anything about.
Saying get lost to the first friend you made in school.
Am I such, an insensitive bitch.
That I don't know, she's the first friend you made.
If I am.
Then why do I bother to entertain her.
When she insults all my celebs.
Because I don't do that to people who insult my celebs.
But for you, I endure it all.
I try to be nice.
You know.
I've been through a lot of shit, with friendships.
Maybe I really shouldn't have bothered.
To trust anyone anymore.
Because I trust you.
TRUSTED you.
A lot.
You were the best friend I had.
In class.
I know.
I'm not the best friend you had in class.
But I didn't give a fuck.
Frankly.
I don't need this shit anymore.
Feeling guilty.
Miserable.
Thinking its my fault this friendship broke down.
Not sleeping well.
Not eating well.
Making him worry so much.
Seeing him in this hurt, feeling bad.
Wondering why I'm such a fucktard.
Do you think its fun.
To be fighting, all the time.
With someone you love.
And know that inevitably, you'll end up losing her.
But doing it anyway.
Hoping that.
Maybe, she'll come out of this, learning something new.
Hoping that.
Maybe, she'll stop getting bullied all the time.
Because you do.
Get bullied, all the time.
And it hurts me, cos I can't do anything for you.
Sonia.
She told me.
I'm doing the right thing.
She says.
She would do the same.
To teach you.
I think.
Maybe.
I'm just a stupid fucked up bitch.
And I shouldn't have gotten involved in your lovely innocent life.
You know what?
I don't feel very sorry.
Frankly.
Its your choice.
Giving up this friendship.
For that bitch.
Giving up all that we shared.
For that bitch.
Giving up all the whacked things we did.
For that bitch.
I tried.
It didn't work.
So.
I'm not sorry.

IF YOU PEOPLE SMS ME.
OR CALL ME.
ON MY HANDPHONE.
I WON'T PICK UP.
ITS ON SILENT MUTE.
BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE NOW.
IF I'M ONLINE.
YOU CAN IM ME.
BUT.
UNLESS YOU'RE SOMEONE I'M REALLY CLOSE TO.
THAT IS.
RH, ANDREA, WEIHAN, AMA, HYX AND CLAUD.
DON'T BOTHER.

RAWR.

Got back my SCIENCE and LAP results.

Science - 80/100 (WOO. Its AMAZING, I know.)
LAP 1 Letter Writing - 25/30
LAP 1 Compo - 25/30
Lap 2 Compre - 23/25
LAP 2 Summary - 18/25
LAP 3 Whale Rider - 18/25
LAP 3 Little Women - 17/25
LAP 3 Poem - 18/25

I suck. T_T

Yeah, ok, so... BBQ at Ama's house was super fun. ^^; I would say more, but I'm in a rotten mood. And I think... Andrea, Ama, they all should know why.

For some funny reason, I declared I would sleep in today, but I'm online now. ;D

Ok, so yesterday was... Annoying.

I guess, I'm not close to my relatives. I sat there for 2 hours waiting for Isaac. xD I LOVE ISAAC. He's so super cute. He's only 6 (his birthday is on DECEMBER 30th, so he's still 6) and he's SO SO SO adorable. I practically jumped up when I saw him. Yes. I love my little nephew. Unfortunately, I admit out of my relatives, I don't love many people. Some of them are freaking SPOILT brats. *cries* Yesterday was TOUGH.

I survived, cos I sat there and watched Goong S. *cough* SE7EN/BAEKKYOUNG/YG LOVEEE~

Anyway, my cousin's going to Japan next Sat. *dies* He just came back from PARIS. He's an air steward. ;D You know, I don't mind babysitting Isaac. Cos I love him to bits. He doesn't believe I'm his aunt. "HUH?! WHY MY AUNTY SO YOUNG?!"

Oh, and he hates cameras too. D:

Talked to Kak Linda yesterday. SHE'S COMING DOWN HERE WITH ABANG TAUFFEK! *jumps around* YAYYYYYYY~

Today, KOREAN BBQ with my sister's classmates and my cool aunt with her highlighted hair. xD

HARI RAYA! ;D

It was kinda... Boring. I think today will be more interesting, cos everyone's coming over here. I can't wait to see Isaac~ My cute little nephew. He is SO adorable and I'll squish him to bits. xD

Firstly, we went to my great-grandma's house and ate lontong. :DD The food was alright, just that I already ate loads of it at home... Then I just sat there and smsed RH and Iana. GAH I was SO bored. Later, sat down on the super squashed sofa with Mummy and Cik Kamsina (or something, I can't spell) and Cik Kamsina told us that she's going to the US to visit our relatives? ZOMG I HAVE RELATIVES IN THE US. =O She asked us to follow, but I doubt there's tickets so that's ok...

AND AND AND.

Abang Tauffek is coming down! ;D

He's my Australian cousin, and he's SO freaking tall. And he's quite big too, he plays RUGBY. Haha. I hope we meet up before he leaves for the US with Cik Kamsina. Cos the other time he was here, we didn't. :(

Then we went to Cik Ani's house, where I didn't do anything much. Called Dione, found out she was still ASLEEP at 2pm?! Finally got her at 4pm, then demanded that she sms me cos I was gonna cry of boredom. xD Met Uwe and Hanis there too. They followed us back home.

And LOL cos Hanis's hair was like.. Black with streaks of purple and blue? Hehe~

Anyway, I love my mum's cooking. And so does everybody else.

On Friday, Andrea and Weihan came over to my house. It was... Super fun. We watched X-MAN. Then they messed up my whole bed and declared it was very comfy. Yeah, and I was STUCK sitting on my chair. We went out to eat Macs, cos my mum was cooking RENDANG in the kitchen. Returned, and Andrea wanted to watch THE RING. *cries* I hate horror movies. But I let her watch, in the end, and squashed up on the bed. Hid under my blanket and admired Wonbin on my phone. xDD

They want to come again. LOL. Ok, we'll invite Ama and CUT THE BED INTO HALF. ;D

RAWR. ;D

Firstly... EXAMS are OVERRRRRR~

*dances*

Ok, Adlin is seriously, seriously HAPPY. ;D

Malay; FLUNKED for sure. Cikgu already scolded me for my letter-writing. T_T I fell asleep during compre, woke up and didn't bother to edit it. SEE. FLUNK.
Eng; Paper 1 was... Weird. I think I'm probably gonna do badly for my compo. Paper 2, I actually did my compre TWICE? Haha. I'm amazing, right... Paper 3... URGH. I wrote EIGHT pages worth of crap! I'll probably do badly for the Whale Rider part, because I thought that book was SO lame.
Math; Paper 1. AAAAHHH. So pissed. I forgot how to FACTORISE. *headdesk* So I lost 3 marks already. Then got some stupid K question. Whatever. I think I put ONE for that. HAHA. Cos I thought CUBED number is SQUARED number. *cries* Paper 2 was ok. I did the paper twice too. xD
Science; Well... This is definitely... A LOST CASE. D: I will FLUNK it like no one has ever flunked before. It was SO fucking DIFFICULT. Goddamn that catfish who set the questions.
IH; Hmm... It was.. Average. Not too easy, not too hard. I probably wrote A LOT of crap for my source-based, though. =(

Uhm, yeah.

I've decided to.. Take things slow with him. I think I thought about it a lot, how I was too... Demanding and controlling? So I'm letting him take charge. I don't want to be too needy or clingy, but we need each other so... I'm giving us a chance. I hope this works out. I know we will end up arguing over stupid things, probably, but I believe that... We can overcome that, because we've been through a lot.

Yesterday, went to watch Balls of Fury with Andrea, Ama, Weihan and Eileen. It was quite funny. But I broke down in the cinema cos I missed him and didn't really laugh much. T_T

They came to my house too. HAHA. Then we watched X-MAN till they were gonna drop off my bed from laughing too hard. xD So amusing.

UHM.

Ok.

The spammer at Ama's blog is SERIOUSLY getting on my nerves. I mean, I am trying to be NICE to you, so you better grab your chance and run off before I get REALLY mean. Because when I get REALLY mean, I am scary. Its a side of me that never really gets out, but for assholes who annoy my friends, fuck you.

♪ One Person - FT Island

Ok, so I'm lazy to copy the song title, so I shall just translate it. xD

Uhm. My exams are Tues-Thurs, so I shan't be online then. I know I'll be missed. *pets* But its all for the best, really. I dunno what I'm doing on now, I SHOULD be mugging.

CONFESSION.

I just watched a lot of videos. *cough* ANTI-VIRUS PROGRAMME IS DOWNLOADED! ^__^ So yeah, I've been loading on the FTI vids~ I just watched their Global Camera cut, Junior Star Photoshoot, Most Beautiful Lips award cut, special stage and blah blah. Special Stage with Lee Seung Gi was SUPER funny. Cos they started playing The M Style first and Minhwan has this o.O; look on his face. *coughcough* LEE SEUNG GI SANG THE WRONG LYRICS FOR WONBIN'S PART. Damn you Lee Seung Gi. T_T

And the latest Inkigayo perf, when Minhwan's playing the drums, he has this, "OMG am I playing CORRECTLY?" look on his face. Sigh. I love the boys.

I can tell you, after watching all those vids, I am totally, insanely in love with Wonbin, if I'm not already.

BIG BANG LIE REMIX. Ok, that is uber, uber, uber, uber LOVE. I watched their latest Inkigayo perf too. I think I may have died from SPAZZ or something. Its super cute when they go, "I love you more MORE~" Then MAKNAE has a SOLO DANCE SEGMENT. *flails* I swear, that boy has gotten better at dancing. I was sitting there, spazzing, and when I watch it, I think, OMG OMG OMG HE HAS IMPROVED SO MUCH AND HE'S ALREADY SO GOOD!

Yes, you can tell I AM gonna pass my exams right?

Ok, I promise you I'll go back to my literature notes and science textbook now. *cough*

♪ 행복합니다 - FT Island

These few days have been the HAPPIEST days of my life.
Sorry I can't tell anyone what happened..
But feel happy for me, kay? ♥

You know, take it from me. Friendships are the most important, best things ever. Don't let your pride take away something so beautiful from you. I learnt my lesson. I patched up with Pineapple. There's one left hanging, and I have no idea what I should do about it. I feel like saving it, yet cutting it off wouldn't be too bad. I dunno what will make him happier.

You really love a person when you can sacrifice your happiness for them.

As the days go by...
I find it easier to forget you.
Maybe I'm just immersing myself in my work so I won't think of you.
Maybe I'm lying to myself that this is easy.
But whatever it is.
I hope you're happy.

♫ Crash (Crazy in Love) - 배틀

Ok, I swear I can't breathe properly anymore.



WHRY THE HOTNESS WONBIN. *o*

*dead*

Insult him and I'll eat you up.

Someone teach me how to breathe properly again, PLEASE.

[edit]
There's a limit to how far you can go.
Before a joke becomes hurtful.
You didn't have to say all those stuff.
What has he done to you?
Just cos, in your opinion, he's an ugly face?
That warrants insults of such...
I dunno what to say.
You're being like an anti-fan.
But hell.
Some anti-fans have more respect.
He's a human being.
He has feelings.
You don't know him personally.
Frankly.
You have no right to say anything mean about him.
I can take it, mostly.
Because its not as if I'm gonna die if you people insult him.
But sometimes, the words you use, the way you execute those words, it pisses me off.
You're not fucking perfect, are you?
And neither is he.
So go get a life.

♫ 다음날 (Seung-Ri Solo) - Big Bang

I seriously don't have any music on this computer. I'm listening to my Big Bang Vol. 1. ;D

Ok, so...

Yesterday was SERIOUSLY scary.

Firstly, during Science... FLASHER! I know. Bloody pervert. I didn't see though. xD The funny thing is, I was standing at the window, playing with the damn thing and I didn't see him. Haha. I'm immune to such shit. So, I'm playing with the window, then I go back to my seat, and we greet Mr Goh. (Ok, I don't think I did, but whatever...) Suddenly, Zola starts to go OMG OMG OMG GROSS GROSS or something and I hear FLASHER FLASHER and being the pervert that I am, I look out. But because I'm really stupid, I kept staring at the HDB. And to be frank, my seat is RIGHT NEXT to the place he flashed. I am cool that way, right? Then Rachelle and Enci, because they are horny lil bunnies, they ran across the classroom just to see the flasher. AND Enci SAW his dick. LOL. I bet she enjoyed that.

Reported to the police. Zola and Becky had to have their statements taken. Ms Pang came back, and we were all screaming like crazy people. :DDD Aha~ We were all like, "WHO EMPLOYED MR KOH, WHO WHO?!" Then we had mass prayer for Becky and Ms Pang and basically everything. Mr Ng was pissed cos we did it during his period, but who cares.

Eleanor was sick again during recess. Seriously, my heart hurts everytime it happens. I'll be praying for you, Eleanor~ Even though its near impossible, I hope you get well soon. :D

After school, I sat there and waited for Ama. Called Andrea, but she didn't pick up. Waited half an hour, got annoyed, went to look for her. Went up to the class and saw that the light and fans were still switched on. I nearly, goddammit, I NEARLY walked into the class. Then I saw Nisa and whoever sitting really quietly then I just ran away. GAH. I didn't know WTF was happening. Well, I thought it was like some sort of remedial? So I went to the toilet, then came back. Some people were leaving, but others weren't. I saw Weihan, Eileen and Delia, so went to sit next to them. Only THEN did I find out there's something wrong? Andrea, Ama, they all were standing around the teacher's table.

So apparently there was a fight, and Andrea and Ama were on opposite sides or whatever. Then I got sad cos maybe that meant I had to choose. Waited till they came out. Andrea walked towards us, but she looked damn pissed.

AND ANDREA, THIS IS WHEN YOU'RE MEAN.

"If you want to go to Amalina, go NOW."

You said it HARSHLY. T_T I felt scared and hurt, but I ran to Ama anyway. GAH. Then cabbed home with Ama, she told me everything. I'm not taking any side, ok? Anyway, they patched up using MY phone. xD

I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU A LOT~ ♥♥♥

Uhm, Jodie called me while I was at Ama's house. Said Faith was MISSING. So I panicked, called everyone and asked if they knew where she was. Haha. Ok, I know you people think I don't like Faith or whatever, but she's my seat partner for like 3 terms. And if not for ,ENCI and JINNI, she'd still be my seat partner. And technically, she IS still next to me cos its exam period now. Haha.

Turned out she was in comp lab all along. GAHHHH.

Today was seriously boring. Uhm. Had combined LAP with 1/5. Fell asleep. *cough* Then during science, fell asleep also. xD Mr Goh kinda scolded me? Not really scolded, commented on something I said. Well whatever. I'm still disturbed he doesn't shave properly.

Ok, because SOMEONE. Or some PEOPLE are bugging me to say this...

WONBIN GOT PIERCINGS.

Yay~ ;D

I'm... Bored. ;D

Ok, so today was a SUPER cool day.
WHY?!

Cos Adlin only had... ONE LESSON!

Feel jealous.

This is how my school day went.

1st period - Class Time (Free)
2nd/3rd period - Common Test (Free)
4th/5th period - Integrated Humanities (Sadly, not free)
6th period - Recess (FREE!)
7th/8th/9th period - Design & Technology (Free)
10th/11th period - Maths (Free)
12th/13th period - Malay (Free)

Ok, mainly because for D&T, we're done with our projects. Then Math, Mr Koh didn't come, Ms Pang still has a broken collarbone. (Yippeeeee for Mr Koh, GET WELL SOON MS PANG~) Malay, Cikgu had to invigilate? The WHOLE week. AHA!

Well, I didn't go to school yesterday, goddamned sick. My only EXPLANATION is I have been studying too bloody much. Or little. However you look at it. I heard my class annoyed Mr I-talk-so-bloody-slow. Good job girls~ xD My class is AWESOME.

Oh, and for art tomorrow, I need baby photos? Aha. For people who KEPT asking me why my poster didn't look so... Impressive, its because I couldn't be bothered to make something of SUBSTANCE for Mrs-Arty-farty-with-makeup-a-bullet-can't-penetrate. I mean, I gave my heart and soul for that bloody brochure, it looked nice, and she says its NOT? For god's sake, here's some random idiot telling me to BOLD text to make it stand out against a dark background. Ass. That makes the text DARKER. -_-; I bet you would crash the computer if I asked you to use photoshop, you asshat.

Ok, my ego is HUGE. ;D

My sister brought Sims 2 home.
Here's when I go.
ZOMG LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Pervy Adlin can play. =3

Speaking of PERVY...
I watched the Star King cut.
Where Wonbin lifted his shirt.
I'm happy.
VERY happy.