7 - P A S S I O N

Friday, March 28, 2008



LOVEFT-I 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

I am so proud of our forum!
We've grown so much, in that one year, we're a freaking FAMILY now.
I love all of you girls and guy (LUIS!)~
I hope we'll continue to share this super ultra wonderful bond between us.
Imma give everyone dedications! *O*

I would like to say this. (Copied+Paste from my reintro thread...)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LOVEFT-I!

Its 6.03PM on the 28th March now, SO ITS OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY! WOO! *throws confetti* Firstly, I would like to say how much I love this forum. No, I don't consider it a forum anymore. Its more than that, they're my family. ^_^ I remember being terribly afraid when I first came here, because I didn't know anyone, but I got acquainted, and after I joined the staff as a Graphics Team member, woo, I fell in!~ I wanna let all of you know that I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES and I really hope we can have a Loveft-i meet-up someday~ Keep dreaming, keep wishing, and keep hoping, because one day, they'll all come true. <3

But first, to show everyone how much into our anniversary mood we are..





ANKIE; MY SUPER LOVER! ^_^ Haiii wifey~ We've known each other for, what, 3 months or so? And we've become so close~ I really treasure all the times we go crazy and high on MSN. :D You know I love you so so much~ We haven't really talked in awhile and stuff, but I'll totally wait for the holidays. I miss you, my cute wifey~ ♥ Get me something when you go to Italy. >D AS COMPENSATION FOR DUMPING ME. Ahaha~ I'm kidding. SARANGHAEYO!

LUIS; I've known you for shorter than wifey! But I'm so glad I got to know you. All the times I was able to feel better by talking to you, that was priceless. Thanks for always listening to my crap, oppa. I hope you're happy now. ^_^ I miss you and I wish to talk to you again terribly. Sometimes, we don't understand each other, but that's ok. I'll learn portugese for your sake~ :D (HAHA I DON'T EVEN LEARN DUTCH FOR ANKIE >D) Saranghaeeyoooo~ I'll be your Primadonna forever :D

Linh; FELLOW PARTNER IN PERVY-NESS! OMGAAAH! HUGGY AND KISSY FOR YA. *O* You're my best crapping partner and you KNOW it. I love your Radilin and I SERIOUSLY need to watch the Vid special. HAHA YES I HAVEN'T WATCHED IT. So kill me. >D Hmm... We still pwn cos we get to call Minhwan oppa. ^_____^v ROFL. Let's work towards pissing Dalis off. NO NO NO. Let's work towards raping Host Club guys. >D Haha. I love you. I guess. -3-

Sarah; Oh boo. What do I say to you. HAHAHA. You're super mean. >D Ok, so am I. WE'RE HATERS TOGETHER. ROFL. I find that we're alike in a lot of ways. :\ Even if I don't show it, I'm more serious-hyper. Doesn't really go together, but you get what I mean. Thanks for always nagging at me. XDD I've written like 4534564564 stories and you so need to comment on them~ I LOVE YOU SAARAAAAH~ Sing me a song on my birthday. ^o^

Dalis; OMG. Respect you? What respect? >D HAHA. I can only respect you as an umma. Nothing more. Sigh. Sadly. ROFL. You know I love you. In some weird, retarded way. OH I KNOW. I love you cos you're the reason we're all a family! THANKKKK YOU DALIS UMMA. You suck. D: ROFL. You abuse so much. But you're crack and you make us laugh. GOOD LUCK TRYING TO CONTACT ISSEI-SAN! (And Kazuya, I guess.) Oh, and get lost from KAMI. HE'S MINE. *O*

Rachel; JINKI JINKI! XD You're the only person I know who likes Jinki. OHMAGAAAH. I can still remember your voice. SUPER KAWAIIIIIII! :DDDD Dheng. We've all gotta Skype again or something. XD RADIO HOUSE! Yeah, that's right, DJ CHEL~ I think I owe you 4534756 gifts. I needa make them when I have free time. :\ OH WELL. LOVE YAAAA~

Gab; POLYGAMIST! Sheesh, I'm becoming like you. XD Its stupid. Bleh. Boo. I must stay faithful to Seungri. Must stay faithful to Seungri. YOU HAVEN'T COMPLETED MY STORY. *wails* And I miss talking to you! YOU'RE SUCH GREAT FUN. *flails* We need to get back our usual crapping sessions. This is lousy. PFFFFT. I love you Gabooooo~

Meg; HEY MEG. Haha. You're crazy over Jaejin. -_-; Sheesh, CHILL OUT. You're the most obsessed out of all of us. XD YOU'RE BRINGING KELLY TO PEACE CONCERT. WHAT ABOUT MEH? D: And no Wonbin folder too? WHRY? Hater. *clings onto Jaejin Nov Poster* >D

Char; CHARRRRMANDER! Woo. HAHAHAHA. You're ANOTHER reason why we're a family! You rock. Both you and Dalis. I LOVE YOUR GRAPHICS. They pwn mine, PERIOD. *O* I hope I can contribute more to the forum's graphics. :D When I have the time. June/Dec, maybe? ^_^ We needa talk more. I swear we don't talk enough. HOW SUCKY. Pffft.

Jina; UNNI! I cried for you, prayed for you. I'm glad you're better now. I really hope we can meet someday because I wanna give you one BIG BIG hug. I miss you too, unni, come back. D: We need to talk more and go crazy over Wonbin/Yunho/Seungri. YA HEAR? ^_^ LOVE YOU!

Kelly; WHY ARE YOU SO FAR DOWN? *O* XDD NO, I followed a list. Its in no order. ROFL. Hmm.. Let's see. I think Hongki is FAT. >D And if he ever gets caught up in Malaysian customs, its cos he's so fat they think he's hiding a bomb. LMAO. I KID, I KID. YOU NEED TO COME TO SILLYPORE. We need to go crazy, because... Your MSN sucks and we don't go crazy often enough. I LOVE YOU KELLY! :DDDD

Carmen; Eww. Get lost. Stop stealing Seungri. You know he'll NEVER come to you. >D He's too attached to me. You've gotta understand, DIG? HAHAHA. Ok, we needa spam more. I hate the new staff spam rule. PFFFFT. DON'T CATCH UP WITH ME. I'm trying to reach Ankie. XDDDD *pokes* ILY CARMEN. >D

I have more, trust me. ^_^

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

I am pissed now.
But you know what?
I shall put on a smile!
Like this!
:DDDDDD

FUCK LUH.

Anywayyy~

I LOVE YOU TOO BESTFRIEND.
Sorry I can't write you a better dedication. XD
How I feel about you can't be put into words! *coughISTHATAGOODEXCUSEcough*

Oh.
ONE MORE IMPORTANT THING! ^_^
If anyone, ANYONE, talks to me about killing themselves, prepare for a lecture.
I shall say this here.
Do not tell me you want to kill yourself.
Appreciate your fucking life.
A lot of people out there are dying.
Dying and they want to LIVE.
A lot of people out there die from accidents.
They die but they want to LIVE too.
My brother wanted to live.
And he died.
So understand this.
Don't even tell me you want to kill yourself.
No matter how much I hate you, I'll scold you.

Friday, March 21, 2008

TO THE ADMIN OF FT-SG.

Please, please take all the free time you have to study.
Gain some analytical skills.
We were, in no way, insulting Singaporean or Malaysian fans.
Because if we were, I would be insulted too.
We were pissed with CI Ent.
Its sad that you decide to misread everything and then turn around, claim we need to get our facts straight and insult OUR forum.
Choose your words right too.
HUMBLE?
HAH.
That is the MOST humble thing I've ever read. [/sarcasm]
God.
Stop taking all that we say personally.
We are not defending ourselves.
We speak for all the international fans who entered the competition.
Why don't you ask them, how do THEY feel?
Of course you wouldn't know, YOU FUCKING ADMIN A SINGAPOREAN FORUM.
You've got the FUCKING OPINIONS of SINGAPOREANS.
Why don't you open that FUCKING NARROW-MINDED PEABRAIN OF YOURS.
Times like this.
I am so embarrassed to be called a Singaporean.
Hongki asks us to apologise?

Well.
I would like to say.
Thank you for giving us your time to sprout a VERY VERY VERY humble opinion. ^_^

Peace out.

NOT.

Fuckhead.

OK.
I AM PISSED.

LOVEFT-I, did not in ANY way, INFLUENCE CI-ENT TO CHANGE THE WINNERS.

If you think we did, go on and be narrow-minded. We do not have the power or means to influence an entertainment company. Sure, we complained amongst ourselves. We were fed-up because the fans seem to only originate from TWO countries, SINGAPORE and MALAYSIA, which all in all seems suspicious. They opened it up to INTERNATIONAL fans, so maybe we expected someone from USA, Europe? For goodness sake, I'm from SINGAPORE myself, and yet I find it unfair. And to set the record straight, I DID NOT ENTER, so I have no reason to be jealous of ANYONE whatsoever.

To that fucktard who posted the caps on Soompi... THANKS A LOT. You're one of us, aren't you? One of the STAFF. Well its great how to turn around and stab us in the back. I can't believe someone like you exists. I hope you have a nice time sucking air, since you have too much time on your hands.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

WARNING: IMAGE HEAVY. VERY.

DEEENG DENG DEEENNNNNNGGGGG!
PRESENTING...

MIRAGE COMIC CAPS BY THE FOUR-TING MACHINES. :DDDD
(I really DO NOT care that this is exceeding the textbox size, really. XD)






























Saturday, March 15, 2008

Alright, so I haven't been updating. Mainly because I'm too lazy to. XD Been busy with homework, making graphics, writing and playing my PSP.

ROFL.

Yeah, I am a slacker.

For homework, I'm still left with 2 math revisions, a short malay ws and the malay journal. I hope to be done by today, anyway. -_-;

Whee! I'm making a new layout and everything. AND I HAVE A NEW SECTION. Portfolio! :D Yeah, since I always lose all my graphics anyway. XD

WONBIN banner for WIFEY


JONGHUN icon set for HUBBY

HONGKI on crack banner for KELLY

Yeah.
See.
Like I said.
I do nothing with my life.

Friday, March 7, 2008

You know you're loved when everyone makes you gifts. :'D
THANK YOU TO MY LOVEFT-I FAMILY, I promise I'll return the favour soon.

Ok so PROGRESS report.
I do not know in what WAY is there PROGRESS.
For the first time in my life, my list was dominated by B3s! T_T
I shall not be sad. v___v;

English - B3 (YES, MOUTH WIDE OPEN IN SHOCK)
Malay - B3
Math - A1
Science - A2
IH - B3
Literature - A2
Home Economics - A1


Hmm..
I am quite proud of my lit, because I'm very near the top.
VERY disappointed with IH, it's one of my best and favourite subjects.
English, needless to say.
VERY PISSED, VERY VERY PISSED WITH MYSELF.
Malay is shocking, considering how I JUST passed my test.
Mathematics is a given, cos its basically just METHOD and stuff.
Science, quite happy. I didn't study OR revise for anything and before the osmosis test, I DIDN'T KNOW anything.
Home Econs... HAHA!
I actually got an A1, when I thought my food looked like bile.
But that's besides the point, cos it tastes NICE. :D

Uhm.
I'll think of something to write cos RH will scold me if I have a lame update...

OH.
I am SO PROUD of Ankie.
SHE'S SKIPPING SCHOOL.
Hahahaha~
*loves*

In class today, I was going nuts. XD
We were learning the history of Sillypore and Mr ANGTEEKOON asked where the DUTCH people came from.
And me, being an Ankie lover and all, kept going NETHERLANDS.
But I WAS IGNORED.
Then someone said HOLLAND, and he wrote it on the whiteboard.

MR ANG: Yes Holland. What other name is there?
ME: *quivers* NETHERLANDS!
MR ANG: Correct. Netherlands.
ME: ANKIE'S PEOPLE YOU KNOW. *mutters* take so long to hear.. rawr.
ELZA: O.o;;


I realised I have a boring life.

I HAVE A NEW NUMBER.
If I like you, I'll give it to you.
JUST ASK. :D

Monday, March 3, 2008



Ok, let's have a more MEANINGFUL post. :D

Firstly, I'm going crazy.
I mean it.
If seeing my brother EVERYWHERE is a sign that I'm going crazy...
I have no idea if its mental stress, or I'm just... crazy.
I badly need a WEEK off.
Thank god for holidays next week.
I feel like dying as it is, with lessons.
I can BARELY understand my math lessons, seriously.

I was being all scary and hyper in MSN too.
People who knew me actually CORRECTLY guessed I was having a breakdown.
Yes, I have breakdowns in TWO forms.
If I refuse to cry, I get strangely hyper and start spazzing for no reason.
If I cry, I can't stop.
So I usually do the former.
Yeah.

BECAUSE I SEEM ODDLY DEPRESSED.
Thanks to feeling betrayed, very badly...
Let's make a list of people to be thankful for!
In no particular order...
.......
.......
IN MY NEXT POST.
Cos I'm getting nagged to bed. :D

But be HAPPY.
LOOK.
SEUNGRI SAYS HI.
AND SO DOES JIEUN.
DON'T YOU JUST LOVE YG FAMILY? :DDDDD

HAHA.
Ok quick update, because I need to chiong Home Econs then Math. :D
School has been...
Boring.
WELL, I can't lie anyway.
I'm so freaking bored as I type this because I have no idea what to say.
YES BRAINFART BRAINFART.
Uhhhh.
Ok, website stuff.
I'm gonna change this a LITTLE.
When my new layout rolls in, that is.. version05 (?), you'll see MORE things.
Like my portfolio!
Yes, I bet you are SO interested to see what I make when I have nothing better to do (NOT!)
I'll be offering scans from my own collection, so WHEE!~
But they will PROBABLY be tagged.
Cos I hate leechers and I KNOW they exist.
Ok, ok, babbling.
Uhm.
UHM.
Holidays are coming!
I hope that I get to sleep more (if not, I'll just sleep for a FULL day to recoup losses)
I WANNA SEE THE KIDS AGAIN.
HAHAHAHA.
I bet you'll never hear that from me EVER.
But I kinda miss them, and their weirdness. :DDDD

Have you noticed how hard I'm trying to be happy?
BE PROUD OF ME! :DDDDD